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Hey,so if you didn't know my name's Edward.I'm the kind of person who thinks a lot.Like when I stare at a clock,I think about the relevance of time,how the clock is made,how we have been a slave to time etc. etc. But I'm easy to get along with if you stop and listen.

Sooo,my blog address was created from a random wallpaper of Kakashi with the quote,the blood of one thousand and thus my blog was born!Ok so it's a bit random/macabre but it holds sentimental value so screw with having another url :P

Also don't mind me if I seem angry/sad/crazy at times.I blog on impulse XP

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Tuesday, June 12, 2012 10:11 PM
It's been years since I've blogged(well technically it's a year).Wow blogger has changed(so have our lives)

What prompted me to suddenly do this was actually stumbling upon the blog of an old friend.The memories,the pictures and the rush of nostalgia overwhelmed me.

It wasn't just a rush of nostalgia,it was a rush of emotions.Curiosity,anger,happiness and finally resolve(Ok so maybe that's not an emotion).I've always felt that I've been to sentimental,too clingy onto things that are seemingly normal and mundane to people.But I guess that's who I am,and to mope and dope over why this is me,is just plain stupid.Why hate yourself for who you are.

But this guilt and sadness has its merits.I've seen this sentimentality as a weakness,because when people have walked away from these things,thrown away these objects,forgotten these memories,I still cling on to them.The reluctantcy to move on,this mental inertia,has made me feel horrible quite a number of times.

Why all this sudden urge to blog?A certain number of factors;music I'm listening to, turmoil in the clique,some disagreements with some people which I think could have just been my overreactions,and also,this god dammed free time.

Enlisting months after your friends(some would have finished BMT already)is not just a simple inconvenience but also a emotional burden.I have was to kill time,that don't involve my mental deterioration but I can only do so much can I?The most irritating thing is that I might have to wait even more months after Nation Service because I might not have ample time to prepare for the overseas orientation I'll have before entering univeristy in Australia.

I think I should make a move now.
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